…of pains and betrayal
Nothing beats the pain of betrayal…
When we trust, we also expect the same from the person whom we are trusting. This is true in all forms of relationship, be it in friendship or romantic relationships.
Just recently, I felt how it is to be betrayed…The pain seems so unbearable that until now, I could hardly get it out of my mind. At first I would like to scream, yell, punch, and curse… How could someone be so insensitive, selfish, and unreasonable… How bad it felt learning that I am fooled by her, that my acts of kindness and understanding towards her will just be reciprocated with doubts, and wicked thoughts. Never did I thought that we will come to this point; that the damage that she has done will be this deep and painful… that my dignity and integrity will be put to a test by all her false accusations… I should have known it…I should have been more careful… I should have been more cautious… I should have not felt this way…I should have not been suffering… I should have not been wounded…
Things / situations in life have its own reason… I think I would just like to think it that way… What is more important now is that I have learned my lessons… through a rather painful learning experience…
The wound may heal longer than it should be… but one thing sure, it will be healed with just a scar left behind to remind me of maybe one of the greatest lessons there is in life…
November 6th, 2007 at 9:15 pm
aray ko! pero cool ka pa din for me, bilib talaga ‘ko. kung ako ‘yon, ewan ko talaga! sige, just stay cool. hehe.
November 7th, 2007 at 8:14 pm
That’s part of life. We can not avoid that. I have the same fair share of experience. You know what, people come into our lives for a reason. They teach us the importance of being cautious in opening our hearts and figure out whom to trust.
Anyways, I hope you will share your thoughts in this tag (Three Things You Won’t Let Go). I have tagged you…meaning, you have to post your answers (RE: what are the 3 things you will never let go) here in your blog. And then, tag 5 of your friends to answer the same question. I hope you’ll participate. It’s fun to get to know each other.
For reference just check out this link http://imargein.wordpress.com/2007/11/07/for-keeps/
Take care
December 23rd, 2008 at 6:01 am
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